Heart Shaped Stone

a one year old baby Catholic with a Rosary and she's not afraid to use it

Anatomy of battle. June 13, 2011

Filed under: Uncategorized — Kortni @ 11:13 pm

Scared. Angry. More angry than scared.

Enemy in our midst.

Prayer. Pleading.

Strength, Lord.

No answer.

Frustration.

Who is the enemy? One of our own? Bargaining. Risky. Threats.

Make it right.

Whose battle is this?

Not mine. Not mine.

The Lord.

The holy guard defends. Success.

Embarrassed. Ashamed. So pointless, my actions… I knew I was wrong.

They attack me instead.

Crawl away. Hide. Hurting. Rest… Alone.

Found.

Carried.

Laid in His arms.

He is crying.

Touched. Healed.

Not worthy…

Forgiven.

He is worried.

Wake up, little sister.

Awake.

Numb. Tired. Achy.

Alive.

His tears.

Loved.

 

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